I have a new project on my mind. It will help me feel less unuseful and unproductive. I'm kinda excited about the idea of the project, but its pretty challenging. From now on every observation I make, every book I read, every conversation I have, every movie I watch..even every freakin weird dream I see.. everthing will be a source for my project. I'm afraid I won't be sharing itself in public- not even privately. Because once you share an idea with someone other than yourself, it turns into a reponsibility. I don't want people asking me how the project's going and how much I've achieved since I've started.. I don't wanna feel liable to finish it. Maybe I'll never be done with it. I don't want any influence on me with this.
Okay it is obvious that I want to share it with the world! Otherwise why would I be announcing that I am starting to work on a mysterious project. But this is another thing I have to learn: Keep your mouth shut time to time! Don't be that open to everyone. Keep some stuff to yourself!
Labels: project