I have a new project on my mind. It will help me feel less unuseful and unproductive. I'm kinda excited about the idea of the project, but its pretty challenging. From now on every observation I make, every book I read, every conversation I have, every movie I watch..even every freakin weird dream I see.. everthing will be a source for my project. I'm afraid I won't be sharing itself in public- not even privately. Because once you share an idea with someone other than yourself, it turns into a reponsibility. I don't want people asking me how the project's going and how much I've achieved since I've started.. I don't wanna feel liable to finish it. Maybe I'll never be done with it. I don't want any influence on me with this.
Okay it is obvious that I want to share it with the world! Otherwise why would I be announcing that I am starting to work on a mysterious project. But this is another thing I have to learn: Keep your mouth shut time to time! Don't be that open to everyone. Keep some stuff to yourself!
Bugun bir arkadasimla (dilara) Cukurcuma taraflarini kesfe cikalim dedik. Amac spesifik bir mekani bulmakti, ama adres olmadan, kaba bir tariften yola cikarak yurumeye basladik. Oncelikle, aslinda Cihangir'in Istiklal Caddesi'nin gobegine inanilmaz bir kestirmeden baglandigini kesfettik. Yillardir ort pas ettigimiz bu cahilligimizi itiraf ettikten sonra, vintage dukkanlarin, antikacilarin, birkac metrekarelik sevimli cafelerin onunden sohbet ede ede ve fotograf makinemizi bugun yanimiza almamis olmamiza yana yana yuruduk de yuruduk.. Ahsap kokan dar sokaklarda ilerlerken tesadufen bir de cekime dahil olarak, figuran bile olduk bugun..